sleep, or lack thereof

night calls are every intern's nightmare.

(a call is when you work the day from 7 am to 5 pm, start call at 5 pm, work through the night till 8 am next morning when call ends, then carry on with day work till 5 pm again. if you're lucky you get a post-call and get to leave around 12 plus at noon)

6 months into my intern year, i must admit that i'm more used to calls now, but that doesn't mean i like them any more.

of course, there are exceptions to any rule, and i have to say that i really really loved labour ward calls, esp when there are caesars aplenty!!!! :D nothing i love better than going in for a caesar :D :D :D time seems to fly when i'm in the OG OT

i used to think A&E calls for ortho weren't too bad - until monday night.
when my resident called me in a panic 15 min before my call was officially supposed to start, i knew things were bad. what i didn't realised was HOW bad.

when i hauled my arse down to the A&E, there was an entire STACK of cases waiting to be seen in the ortho room. oh dear!!!! (the usual is about 3 to 4 cases, maximum!)
and there were 3 patients waiting to be admitted - means i had to clerk them in the A&E or run back to the ward to admit them - and the ward is very very far away!

the worst was doing a blood culture in the A&E - no sterile gloves, no culture set. just swab the area 10 times with alcohol swabs and do a no-touch technique and pray like anything that it won't be contaminated. EEKS!

thank goodness for my very enthusiastic students, who's energy gave aging me a boost through the night. they were chirpy and perky and well, everything i was not. hahaha. they even kindly bought me a drink! :D yeyy!
but really, seeing their energy gave me a boost. i remember how enthusiastic i was back then. every plug to set, every blood to draw, every backslab to prepare, was like a diamond. i craved the clinical aspect of medicine like bees to pollen (not honey hahaha!).
getting to play doctor as a student was the BEST THING EVER! hehe.
now, sadly, i am getting old and jaded. every new case that comes in, i just try to clerk it as passably as possible, every plug i set, just needs to work, every blood i draw just needs to be enough. the less work, the better!
so really, i do owe alot to my students - their enthusiasm helped me pass the night! :D finally packed them off to sleep at 515 am. goodness!

my poor resident and i didn't have time for dinner, we worked non-stop from 5 pm to 530 am. when we both finally sat down at 530 am, i fell asleep whilst she called my senior resident for some advice regarding the admissions. oh dear.
must have looked an awful sight sleeping in the ED! :\
too nauseated to eat breakfast and lunch the next day, left hospital at 2 pm and crashed at home promptly.

but call is over! next one on sunday- ward call. EURGHHHHHHHH!!!!